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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

because i said so. because i lifted my wings before i touched the cardinal sky before i reached the unobtainable guilt from above. may the test of time be sure of its own attributes before its pits me against my own worst enemy. forever will the starlight gazing above my head be slowly worked into my methodological life. every time i strive for excellence the inner worth expels from its core to provide a picture of mud to slow my ever growing curiosity. sometimes the patterns of life can be so apparent but can be so uneasily understood. i always need to understand but the understanding is from within and i must look within for this understanding. wading in ponds streaming through the field i pass the most gorgeous headstone, but is it only for me to see or does it have history? are histories created for me instantly and is the future only the history of the present? sometimes i feel that i can't communicate so it gives me whims about my own persona. maybe a week of solitude and restlessness would be appropriate.